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looking back at me I see that I never really got it right

I never stopped 2 think of u

I'm always rapped up in things I cannot win

you are the attidope that gets me by

somethin' strong make a drug that gets me high

what I really ment 2 say is I'm sorry 4 the way I am

I never ment 2 be so cold never ment be so cold 2 u I"m sorry about all the lies

maybe in a diffrent light u can see me stand on my own again

how does it feel 2 know that some1 u love u will never see again?

how does it feel 2 be invisable?

how does it feel 2 know that no1 cares?

how does it feel 2 think that the only thing that was good in ur life is now gone 4ever?

how does it feel 2 feel like me?

how does it feel 2 be in love with some1 but is scared 2 lose him so u never tell him ur true feelings?

how does it feel 2 know that u are unloved?

how does it feel 2 share something with some1 u trust and then they use it against u?

how does it feel 2 wanna be some1 else just 4 a day?

how does it feel 2 wanna walk in some1 elses shoes?

how does it feel 2 wanna be like her?

how does it feel 2 be homeless?

how does it feel 2 wanna die every second of every day but know that u can't because it would hurt even more?

how does it feel 2 want 2 turn the music up high enough 2 where no1 can hear ur screams?

how does it feel 2 cut?

how does it feel when u feel the blood rushing down ur arm?

how does it feel 2 be like me?

how does it feel 2 scream?

how does it feel 2 hurt?

how does it feel 2 love?

how does it feel 2 cry every day because of the same old shit?

how does it feel 2 hope that ur nightmares will go away soon?

how does it feel 2 be judged by the ones u love?

how does it feel 2 know what bad thoughts are going through their head about u?

how does it feel 2 be like me?

she lies 2 her friends. She tells them I'm this beautiful perosn inside and out but she refuses 2 see whats really there......... a monster lurking inside of me begging 2 get out

Statement of Love: The Kiss



1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you



2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends



3. Kiss on the neck = I want you



4. Kiss on the lips = I love you



5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing



6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away



7. Look in your eyes = kiss me



8. Playing with ! your hair = I can't live without you



9.Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go



Article 2: The Three Steps



1. Girls: If any guys get fresh with you, slap him.



2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.



3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.



Article 3: The Commandments



1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.



2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.



3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.





Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:



1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo



2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder



3. How cute they look when they sleep



4. The ease in which they fit into our arms



5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world



6. How cute they are when they eat



7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while



8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside



9. The way they look good no matter what they wear



10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth



11. How cute they are when they argue



12. The way her hand always finds yours



13. The way they smile



14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight



15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....



16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them



17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"



18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...



19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry



20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly



21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt



22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!



23. The way they say "I miss you"



24. The way you miss them



25. The way their tears make you want to change the world

so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.